I feel so lost. I've been studying journalism for almost two years and I recently I've started to feel like I'm not sure if that's even what I want to do. Will I even be good at it? Will I even like it? Sometimes I just want to abandon ship, drop out of school, move home, do something random like become a bank teller. I wish I just knew exactly what I wanted to do. I'm sure this is all normal but that doesn't make it any less frustrating or scary. Sometimes I think I should go to grad school but I really need to get a job and make money. Sometimes I think I should go to culinary school but what would I do with that degree? Sometimes I think I should use my degree to write non fiction books or historical fiction but I'd have to spend a few years no using my degree and not making much money. I'm also really dreading my internship. It stresses me out that I can't graduate with out doing this. It also stresses me out that I'm not sure how to get in contact with any one. I want to do it at the news but idn who to e-mail or how to get my foot in the door. I also don't know how I'm gonna balance work and an internship and still have a little fun this summer. I just hope I can make everything work out.